22 Şubat 2010 Pazartesi

why do I live?


before I start to write something here I had a lot of subject to exlpain my real ideas emotions or experiences but now I just want to write my feelings. To start with Life is so short. a few years ago I've just thought about studying @ university but now I just want to finish my school and earn money. while I care about my future and try to live the life is going on and I just watch it. Sometimes I want to give up every thing and live my life. I won't be 21 again. I miss alot of moments of the life which goes on. Why we are born? Why do we have to study or work. out of studying or working we just sleep and feel independent when we sleep. If I won't taste the life why I am here. I am a slav and I have to do something. I wish a world without money. Money is the biggest power. If people have a lot of money they can have the best conditions. when I look at the best universities in the world they are also the most expensive schools all over the world so I can say the money can buy every thing. It is awful. a small paper direct the people's lifes, emotions and behaviours. the patients who have more money can be treated easily. what a nice thing. It doesn't seen only in my own country. It doesn't change any part of the world. don't you see people still kill someone to have more money or there is still a lot of wars to be richer. all of us are so selfish. we don't worry about any thing. If we are okey the rest is not important. so people generally blame God. why is someone born with their great lucks others have to face a lot of problems? I wish a world with big happinesses. take care of yourself!

21 Şubat 2010 Pazar

first trial(off-road)

Yesterday I went to the forest for off-road. Actually. the first time, I did not like it so much I thought it was dangerous and muddy. My uncle and my father are off road pilot so they prefer to have their time in the forest by racing. I love the forest if the weather is sunny, however, the pilots prefer worse weather conditions for a better off-road. I do not like spending my time by racing on every sunday. I wish I could go to shop. The sound of the cars drive me crazy. when I come back to home I can have a terrible headache. Although all bad conditions, I like it due to excitement of it. After I start to drive this ugly jeep, I ve loved it. I discharge all of my energy when I drive my cheap off-road car. I belive in myself more after a short drive . On the other hand, I can breathe fresh air in the forest and it make me great thus I feel better. Now, off-road is my other favourite sport after windsurf. I am addicted to it.